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Moments of Relief

by Araz Demha

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katjrose The progression and story telling within this album speaks textures of truths and vulnerabilities within discovery. I have adored listening to this Album. Favorite track: Your Beauty is a Beast.
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1.
Araz Demha 04:35
Oh brother who am I Who are you Did I lose you for a while Used to call you Araz Demha on the old wheel of fortune game Thought we were just playing but you've been coming back now Taking up space Questioning me about returning I'm not exactly sure what it is you want from me But I'm listening buddy This shit is complicated are you feeling me I feel you Biting like mosquitos in Sydenham swamps I feel you giving me the side eye And I catch you sometimes When I'm walking down the street In your feet Araz is it you Are you there still How long have you been waiting there Has it been you all this time watching me making love Or crying out gently be careful with me I've wanted to be so careful with you Honey I've tried Honey I've tried Perhaps not enough but I think about you all the time And everything you've probably missed on While I've been kissing girls and wondering Why I feel so different from them all But we're all different Am I right Surely I haven't been wrong all this time I'm not about to exchange one story for one song Knowing that I'll probably end up where I've always been With you Araz Sight unseen Silent dream A love machine Pick five consonants and tell me everything With you Araz My sight unseen My silent dream My love machine Pick five consonants and tell me everything
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Your beauty is a beast When you unleash it on me I become one too There's no telling what I would do Your beauty is a beast It's not an illness not a curse It's not the body in the back of the hearse That breaks free from its bonds and leaps out the back No your beauty is a lot of things but it's not that It's the crack of lightning too close to my stand It's the weight of the whip in the tired woman's hand It's the reek of yearning and the sweet smell of rust Your beauty is a gambling man going for bust I grow fangs I can't sleep I can't talk I can't eat I feel you breathing across the sea Of our kitchen our backyard and our living room Your beauty is a beast When you unleash it on me I become one too There's no telling what I would do Your beauty is a beast Not out to get me not out to bleed me dry Not out to forget me and bit out to see me cry Whole in itself and able to survive In its own time In its own light Your beauty is a beast when you unleash it on me I become one too There's no telling what I would do Your beauty is a beast
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The life and times of the trying hard The endless threat of your yellow card Your swollen lips your mental state Remind me of that other place I ate from the bowl you made with your hands The smell of your skin rose like rain from the land The height of our shadows alone on the grass Was the only measure of how time passed It's all elusive now The knowledge the surety I'm looking for a memory To resurrect my purity In the dry spells and tempests since your cloud I have lived as a hieroglyph on the wall The heat of the earth and the wet of the clay Are the only things pretending to stay The life and times of the trying hard The endless threat of your yellow card Your swollen lips your mental state Remind me of that other place Stay Far away
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Moments of relief Nobody's watching I can imagine being watched Perfectly Without talking, without wasting it The moments of relief when I'm not hating it Anything, anyone Everybody on their way home while I'm still out here alone Lights blinking in the shadow Phones charging cards passing in the night Bluetooth connecting smiles across the bar They're so knowing, so unprovoking Moments of relief The timbre of a voice, unexpected contact A smile that stays in skin for days A cheek embraced Hands in hair to soothe and say You're gonna be okay Lights blinking in the shadow Phones charging, cards passing in the night Bluetooth connecting smiles across the bar They're so knowing, so unprovoking Moments of relief Deleting your messages without reading them Dodging your viruses without feeding them I was so used to counting on you alone Now you're gone and I'm far from home You're gone and I'm far from home So grateful For the love that keeps me safe Can't believe i almost gave it all away To you, to you, to you, to you Lights blinking in the shadows My friends they love me they look my way My lovers they hold me they don't disown me When I'm not okay, so I'm okay When I'm not okay, so I'm okay To you, to you, to you
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This world is ending and you are not with me Of all the nightmares I've dreamt this one the most clearly You're across the city, the country, the world And I am running around looking for you girl Come to me come to me come to me now Come to me come to me come to me now There's only so much this steady hand can take I'll hold it up for you to find me I feel your love like the first thaw of winter Cracks in the air, aquamarine in the air Keeping the light burning for you Until you're ready to meet me there Where the waters break A new time begins Until you're ready to meet me there This world is ending and you are not with me Of all the nightmares this is the worst one clearly To know you're near but will not come close To exist on the edge of the shade cast by hope I am so close to getting to you girl If you want to be reached just reach out for me If you want to be reached just reach out for me I'm not foolproof I'm not stupid I know the cost of loving you I'm not invincible no not unsinkable But I know the cost Of ignoring you I can feel your love like gold running through quartz seams It pulses and winds its way back to you Licks at my wrists and pulls at my temples Then pulses and winds it way back to you Where I'm running to Because this world is ending and you are not with me This world is ending and you are not with me This world is ending and you are not with me This world is ending and you are not with me no no This world is ending and you are not with me Of all the nightmares I've dreamt this one the most clearly This world is ending and you are not with me This world is ending and you are not with me.

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Hopeful songs for sad people. Marching songs for the zombie apocalypse.

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released June 2, 2019

All songs written by Araz Ahmed
Recorded and mixed by Brian Campeau
Co-produced by Brian Campeau and Araz Ahmed
Mastered by Don Bartley at Benchmark Mastering
Photography by Setlist Photography
Album cover design by Jaimie Cudmore

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Araz Demha is an alt-country, experimental folk act making music for the pure pleasure of it.

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